Bring It On

Boy I tell you what, something awesome must be getting ready to happen for me or to me or something. 'Cause I have been tested and tried this week like you wouldn't believe. I know we are all tested and tried at times, but I mean for me it is like one right after another.
First it was about my car being totaled. Then it was about a baby and I am sure there is some more stuff in between that I didn't write about. Now we are back to the car thingy again. When will the madness end?
I have been praying for the last night or so about that guy James who hit me in the car accident. I have been asking Jesus to make him miserable so that he can't sleep. Let it weigh so heavy on his conscious that he has no choice but to tell the truth. Then I asked Jesus to deal with his heart. This might have been wrong of me to pray something like this, but ya'll I don't see me getting my car paid for by his insurance company until he confesses that the accident was his fault.
Oh how I wish I could have a car again. The freedom to drive wherever you want to when you want to. The freedom of not having to ask others do they care if you drive here or there. The freedom to drive wherever a half tank of gas will let me. LOL
But seriously I am asking you to help me pray that God deals with his heart. Help me pray that James B. will hurry up and admit that the accident was his fault. So that I can finally have a car again. 'Cause it is getting pretty bad. I mean I am looking at not having a ride to church or the doctor or anything. 'Cause when you are down people could give two hoots about ya. Mom let me use her blazer for a little while and then she had to have it back tonight. So tomorrow I will be thumbing for a ride to church. (Sigh)
On a brighter note............I was troubled about something other than a car this past week and I sat down and had a good cry and talked my problems over with Jesus. I believe that he has answered my prayer. He is such a good, loving, merciful, caring, and AWESOME GOD! I have came to this conclusion with His help. It is better to obey God than man.
If you ever feel that God is asking you to do something, then you should do it. Don't let anyone ever tell you that you can't. I was pretty down the other day. I was pretty upset over something. I didn't know which way to turn, but thank God for a good friend. (Thanks Amber) And thanks to Jesus for helping me get through this.
Well I have said all I can think of for now, but don't worry I should be back to let you know more about this continuing soga of As The Car Turns.