Right now, it seems, life is taking me on a roller coaster ride. I feel as though I am on an overload status.
No news about getting a car. I really want a car so bad. I can't go anywhere or do anything. I wish that the old man that hit me in the car accident would hurry up and tell the truth. Then all this would be settled. I could get paid for my car which is now sitting in my yard totaled.
Daddy is in the hospital and I feel really sorry for him. He is looking better than he did though. They have given him 5 units of blood so far. I just pray that Jesus will give those doctors and surgeons the knowledge of what to do for him. He is really needing a touch from God.
The only happiness I am getting right now is going to church. When I go to church it is like all my problems and worries go away. Jesus has really let me feel his strength and presence lately. He is the only thing keeping me going.
Although life is crazy right now, I will say that I am blessed. William doesn't see this. He asked me the other day how in the world can you go around all the time saying you are blessed. Look at us! We don't have a car, I can't work because of the accident, etc., etc, etc., the list goes on and on.
I just simply tell him that Jesus knows my needs and that although everything seems gloom and doom right now, it will get better. Jesus has never let me down and He never will.
I am walking, talking, and alive! That is a lot to say right there, but there is a lot more that He has done for me. I can't begin to count everything that Jesus has done in my life.
All I know is that I have got to keep on keeping on. Just keep believing in Jesus and trusting in Him. No matter what!
'Cause He did say He would never leave nor forsake me.
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